Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Field Daze





Today was field day at BJ & Hank's school.  Zoe, Jackson and I crashed the party.  They had a lot of fun but the weather has, for sure, turned hot ... from our very chilly and mild spring.   We are all officially sun-burned.

I'm really dragging ... a sort of depression has hit me.  I'm very lonely right now ... Bain has been very supportive but I feel like I could disappear and it would make very little difference to very many people.

I hope that writing this doesn't make me seem too much like a big loser ... I am aching and really would like some relief from this feeling ... a funny line about the kids just isn't coming to mind right now - so, instead, you get this.  I know what you're thinking ... she needs some Prozac.  I prefer my own home remedy ... chocolate chip cookie dough and a glass of merlot.  

2 comments:

Nancye said...

Depression is hard. I suffer from it myself. Some days are better than others. I hope your eases up. Praying for a better day tomorrow.

Nancye

Sam said...

I'm sorry, Martha. If you need me, I'm always here for you.

Sam